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Shesh
05.05.05 (7:01 am)   [edit]

People On Msn- Stu, Nick, Andy, Andy and Laura


 


Yes..im getting a new blog...im bored of this already...lol

Well anyways...yea....
English SATS today...I dont mind English exams....well not the reading one...I flimmin hate the reading one

I was talking to Miss Williams before we went in and she told me to "Pee like ive never peed before"
So yeah...I peed in the reading one. Never peed so much...


 


*Id like to point out that PEE stands for Point, Evidence and Explanation*


So yeah...science tomorrow...then the 3 maths ones Monday and Tuesday...
Im dreading the result of the Welsh one...I may be "First Language Welsh" shit but im shit at it...really


um my "SGRIPT" (or script as its called in English. Really, how original of the Welsh language) just went on and on because i only did a bit for the first question.... so i had to fill space lol


 


Well toodles old blog....lol I will post the new address when I make it =D

 
I really really wish....zonk
05.03.05 (11:24 am)   [edit]

Music- Queen- Now I'm Here
People on msn- Jenny, Sian, Andy, Jack, Laura, Donna, Flori, Ioan, Tj, Dan, Matt


Well well well exams again...grrr


tomorrow we have 2 welsh papers....grrrrrrrrr


Um well....i get to go on here now, my mums given up her uni work....hehe


Yeah....this I drew two of these, heres the crappier one lol


Yeah, its my version of Queen's A Night At The Opera cover hehe
NO im not obsessed with Queen...shut up!


 


hehe


thanx andy lol


 

 
Death On Two Legs
05.02.05 (4:03 am)   [edit]

Current Music- Queen- Its A Kind Of Magic
People on MSN- Andy, Laura, Donna, Dan


Wooo hello my pretties...hehe
Okies well i wont be on msn when i come back from Llansteffan with Laura...
sob....


Um yeah its early...theres nothing to report....


 


Add me on MSN..go on! You KNOW you want to!


emmajj_97@hotmail.com


+ Lyla + "I would say, darling, fuck you"


its my username hehe

 
Its A Long Hard Fight!
05.01.05 (10:15 am)   [edit]

Music- Queen- The Prophets Song
People On Msn- Jen, Laura, Ioan, Flori, Dix, Andy, Tj, Chelsea, Stu, JKS, and Rachael


 


Yay it was Buy 1 Get 1 Free on Cd's in Woolworths (ahem) yesterday in Carmarthen so
yay i got Queen- Night At The Opera and Kinks- The Complete Collection for 10.99 =D
Hehe
Well im home now....yea....weekend...
Weekends with me are always kinda boring...lol
Went to Carmarthen like I said,
met Debbie


Watched like, a quater of Donnie Darko...I want to see more!!! lol


Then went "to bed" to leave my dad and Debbie alone, but instead of going to sleep
I listened to Queen until 3 o clock in the morning, and then there was
thunder and lightning. I think thats another thing you can add to my
list of phobias lol
I really didnt like it....
Hehehe i sound about 10...shut up!
=P


 


 

 
Chocolate Spread!
04.29.05 (12:31 pm)   [edit]

Current music- Tie Your Mother Down- Queen
People On MSN- Laura, Andy, Andy, Ioan, Stu, Dodo, Alex, Dan, LAURA!! Woo i love her lol


Hehehehe.....
Cyber is so weird lol....im new to it its freaking me out!! =P


:lol:

Ah what can I say about today?
The new RE teacher is so cool ... I love him already lol
I love everyone. Who needs hate?
Unless its for Gareth..grr


Well today...yeah like I said what can I say?
Spent most of it thinking about someone hehe
More and more people know now and I was right  next to him in the corridor n he smiled hehehehe
He knows.... anyways nothings going to happen with him...n i dont want anything to...hes just..nice y'know lol


Well anyways....
Im going up my dads tomorrow...which means new Sex Pistols, Blur, Jam and whatever else I please, songs on my iPod....hehe

Oh im on the downward slope....lol
From being on a sugar high from too much chocolate spread lol

I cant really be fucked to talk on msn...so im sorry if im a bad convo lol


Um yeah...new cuts on my arms, but shhh.
noone knows


:|


I asked Mark how you spell Suicidal lol
I think he thinks I want to kill myself???


Do I??????????????????????


 


"Mleughre"

 
I buy my crack I smack my bitch right here in Hollywood
04.28.05 (9:11 am)   [edit]

Currently..... Designing a site =D And eating chips and a....rissole =S
People on MSN- Andy, Andy, Laura, Dodo, Emily, Sian, Wynne, Flori, Denz, Dan, Stu
Music- Havanna Affair- Ramones

Well today was a SHIT day so fucking shit!


Grrr I want to eat all the chavs that invade my space when im trying to write!

I "slit my wrists" today...well i didnt really but y'know, chavs will be chavs.
I tryed the whole  compass across my arm thing...but I know it makes my arm go really numb so I only did one line. Still hurt like fuck though


Hehe


Well thats all for now chucks, cant be bothered right now lol


stroodle lol


xxxxx

 
oh-my-word
04.27.05 (8:08 am)   [edit]

I have MSN....add me so im not so bored...


emmajj_97@hotmail.com

 
Somewhere...over the rainbow???
04.27.05 (7:17 am)   [edit]

Current Music- Soad- Psycho
People oniline- (Msn) Laura, Wynne, Tom, Jen, Lawrie and Goss(Aol) Noone. =|
Lessons today- Maths, French, DT (woodwork), PE and Music


Well today, shit, yeah, school, yknow, usual shit....
Corissa, Kim and Kirsty found out I went with a random guy in Teen Spirit hehehe

I had a piece of glass in my foot that I had no idea about! Yeah well its out now, obviously. It hurt like hell because I found it upstairs after I climbed the ladder thing but then I changed and forgot about it but then I walked down the stairs and FUCK it hurt....so I was kinda hopping down the stairs lol. How I didn't fall I dont know...

Well the lessons today were quite...shit....especially music. I dont know...I like music but today was just.....we had ago on the Oakenfold Sequincer thingy, and it was "home-produced chav trance shit" to the MAX
Grr the only good thing about it was the guitar part, but it was all techno-ised and the chavs in control of the "interactive whiteboard" only used it once...grr


Oh yeah, Corissa and Dalton are going back out now, I forgot to add...they make such a cute coupe =)


Heres something I made up in Music....its a song but its not finished yet, so I have no idea what its called yet. Copyright, as always


 


"Give me a razorblade
To slit my wrists
Such a childish way of letting out emotion,
But somehow all the pieces fit...
A deadly circle that never seems to end
Cutting my arms seems to send
A negitive numbness through my veins
Noone with even half a cell
Can see my pain
My personal hell..."

 
Withering Rose
04.26.05 (11:18 am)   [edit]

Yes its that time of...um....its just time to put another one of my songs on here.
Please dont steal it you butt munchers....


 


Withering Rose


  


Sick thoughts meddling with the idealistic state of mind
Love and lies are deadliest when they are combined
And you know it…
Oh how you know it

So you play on your advantage
Because you know that I can’t manage
But yet you seem to make it sound so innocent
Like a tragic accident
You say its all an accident
And you never meant to make me feel so down…

I keep telling my self it was only a kiss
But if it is then how come all I do is reminisce?
Its just heaven to me, perfect bliss…
And gentle kisses are what I miss….

You give me the withering rose as a token of your love…
No life left in it to speak of…


Its slowly withering away…
Like our love…
The lies are the poison
That fuel my anger
The lies are your fuel
That injects the poison…in me


 


And I get down and feel so lonely…
Wishing you could…only see


There is more then lyrics to this…
Heartfelt melody....


 


Copyright Emma J!! hehe

 
I LOVE TS!
04.26.05 (10:54 am)   [edit]

Hey.....after neglecting this blog for a while I thought id post again =D


Current Music- Soad- Toxicity
People On Msn- Tasha O, Chelsea, Andy, Dodo, Nacho, Donna, Ioan, Emily, Jenny, Jenny (yes two Jennys lol), Lawrie and Matt
Currently eating- Strawberry Frubes =D


Last night was awesome......Teen Spirit of course :lol:

Wooo everyone looked awesome last night.....all the guys (and girls I suppose) dressed in ties n shirts n stuff...woo

Anyways.....it was a Green Day "dress-up" night, Cath and Wynne wore "Green Gay" tops....lol


Anyways....my hair started to go a bit.....wooo like it does...cuz I was hot and everything, so I was thinking of soaking myself....
So I was asking Sian if I should, and she grabbed my water and threw it all over me!
But it felt good so I got her to tip another bottle over me.....
And I got Andrew, Jacobs friend (both of them looked so fucking hot last night...wooow lol) to tip a bottle over me, but he stopped and I looked up at him just as he threw more over me

So it all went in my eye! Smudged my eyeliner and blinded me!


 


Well he said sorry....but then I scratched him so I had to say sorry back to him lol


Um yeah...im not going to into detail....but I despise of someone right now =D


Byes.....


 


 


 


 

 
Oops...
04.14.05 (7:29 am)   [edit]

I seem to have jinxed Corissa and Dalton...they split up =S

Anyways, today...boring as usual....school...yeah....

Sian fell over coming out of Maths!!!!!! Hahaha! Lol...

In PSE...we had Mrs Stretch for Careers...but she wasnt in thank god (she askes me if i have my ipod all the time...after she told me not to bring it but i still do =D) so we had Mr.Smith instead...


haha Gemma and Aimie n all them were in our class instead of in their class...and wouldnt shut up and kept inturupting mr.smith....so instead of a free lesson we had to do bloody work.....


he had no idea what to give us, so he just said 'write what you want to be when youre older and how youre going to get there'


yeah,fun fun fun =


I was talking to Rhian after I got off the bus earlier, she shares my love of Queen....well shes always loved 80's music, before I always thought she was weird...but now i get what she means when she says 'todays music is shit'


cuz it is


=|

 
Wink...cute lol
04.13.05 (10:37 am)   [edit]

:wink:

So...the second day back at school......... :roll:

Yeah, school sucks.......

Anyways....Dalton and Corissa stil going out...which is....weird....they havent been together long...its still weird though. I keep expecting to see her with William....

We were in Music, doing the whole song-making thing....n we picked 80's as the genre (it was either 80's, NuJazz or House. Some Chavs wanted House, but we overruled them and picked 80's =D)

That was NOT what the 80's sounded like =| 
It was all...dancey....it ended up sounding like a home made chav house/dance song anyway! Lol!

We had PE with the new teacher, shes too damn thin! Hahaha Laura, the PE teacher and the 15 twixes....hehehe...

The guy with the AWESOME purple hair has dyed it black, and now its even more awesome! Oooohh wow I love his hair lol

Argh schools no fun (is it ever fun????) when you arent sure if you like this boy or not...everyones like "oooh what a prick" "stay away from him you deserve better"


but i like him.....i cant help it =(

 
Im SOOOO Tired!
04.08.05 (8:25 am)   [edit]

Me, Jenny, Sian and Bethan slept over Laura's house last night.......got to sleep at 6.am and then woke up at 7am.....come on people!! A hours sleep!!

I need like, 8 hours of sleep min..!!!! lol

We watched The Ring, but the Japanese version.....its SHAIT!! Utter Crapola!
It wasnt scary AT ALL!!!!!

I wrote loads in my new book thing...its orange...and BLACK! hehe


ive designed perfect outfits to go to Teen Spirit in.....
This time its a 'Green Day dress up night' but I doubt if that many people will dress up cuz Green Day suck! They were alright when hardly anyone knew them...then its like, American Idiot!! PPPoffff!!!! Wow Green Day are the biggest thing EVER!!!
Yawn....lol


Anyways im gonna wear.....either my blazer...white vest top..n tie (that would just look stupid mind......WHY does TS have to be so damn hot...?!)

Ummm... or a blouse with a tie.... (oooh nice red ones in Marks And Spencers....I had funny looks from the guys in there! Being as I was in the mens section....looking at red ties...on my own lol A woman asked me if I was lost! No, luv!!!!!)

Yeah.... a black mini skirt with either fishnet bits underneath....or black mini skirt with fishnet tights.......... hmmm...... lol and Converse Allstars trainers.....hehehe

I love Teen Spirit, its AWESOME!!!!!!!! The only thing is though is that it on a Monday....so the next day in school you're like....a zombie.....blllleeeuggghhhrrreeee etc

All the non chavs (theyre not all goths y'know) turn up like....dead the n ext day lmao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


 


Argh well thats enough from me..... toodle pip darlings xxxxxxxxxxx

 
Chop Suey- System Of A Down- great song!
04.08.05 (5:30 am)   [edit]
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,

I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die, Die,

Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Grab a brush and put a little,
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable

You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,

I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die

Father, Father, Father, Father,
Father/ Into your hands/I/commend my spirit,
Father, into your hands,

Why have you forsaken me,
In your eyes forsaken me,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken, me oh,

Trust in my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die,
In my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die.
 
Reviews Part 1
04.06.05 (2:28 am)   [edit]

Right, this is a old sorta tradition of mine...lol
In my past 3 blogs, i've rated and slated the new releases =D


So heres the reviews for this week =P


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^^^^^^^
Hehe its my Kaiser Chiefs avatar...


Kaiser Chiefs- Every Day I Love You Less And Less
They recently said in Q Magazine that they "wanted to be fun, the way Blur were....well theyve certantly done that.....they sound like Britpop for 2005...
"If 2004 was the year for Franz Ferdinand and The Killers, then 2005 is they year for the Kaiser Chiefs" says The Journal News (I think its American =P)
Its a fun, bouncy song, opener on their album, a kind of new-wave type song..
I give it 8/10

Mariah Carey- Its Like That
The former big ballad warbler goes all 'hip' on us and does RNB....yawn.....
Its a boring song and Mariah's warbling vocals sound a little out of date...
I give it 4/10


Natalie Imbruglia- Shiver
Natalie goes all Dido....yawn....
This is a driving song for middle aged women....which isnt a good thing
I give it 3/10


Garbage- Why Do You Love Me?
A welcome return for Garbage, with their new album, Bleed Like Me, out this week, fans should be ecstatic...but whats this!? I hear that their album isnt very good, and this song isnt exactly....y'know...Stupid Girl.
The chorus gets a bit boring at times....all it is, is a repetition of 'Why do you love me?'
The type of repititon ive come to expect from Franz Ferdinand in songs such as 'Cheating On You'
I give it 6/10

 
Paint a pretty picture with the staves
04.06.05 (12:17 am)   [edit]

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Just got woken up by a crazy woman (a.k.a my mother) asking where her brush is....
I put it on the landing window-sill so, *a normal person* would see it and not bother coming into my room at 8.15AM to ask where it is.  =|

My Mother is no normal person!!!!!!!!!!! She woke me up! And now I can smell rice and I feel sick!!! =P

I was supposed to go to town today with Laura...well I wanted to anyways...cant remember if I actually asked her =$

Its her birthday tomorrow, me, Beth, Jenny and Sian are sleeping over her house


I still havent got her a present....SHIT!
Lol.......ah....um..................i'll have to go to town with my mum later then =$

I've heard Oasis' new song....Lyla or something like that it's called....
Its OK actually....I've never really liked Oasis......

My mum says i like 'Brit Pop', 'Post-Punk' and 'Arty' music now.


 


How can music be arty???? Paint a picture with the staves????? =S


 

 
New Toy
04.05.05 (12:40 pm)   [edit]

 


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Hey I just want to update and update and update!


Its like a new toy!!!! Its great!!!


If you want to go and see my ex-blog, its

Poison Darts


I should do a survey or something........hehe


Will do...soon =P


 

 
First (heh heh)
04.05.05 (12:22 pm)   [edit]

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Hey there....this is my first proper entry... =D


Im listening to Feeder- Just The Way I'm Feeling.... its on the Rule Britania CD that was free with Q

I owe my mum £5.10 in magazines now...
I bought ElleGirl out of sheer desperation....it was the only half decent magazine there....that was £2.10...then on the way out I saw Q magazine..... hehe

I made her get it for me, and now yeah ive got to pay her back =(
Q was £3.10!!!


Anyways....i got the new Rufus Wainwright album. My dad bought it for me =S =S =S


Im always getting people buying cds that they think i'll like for me =S


lol


My dad also bought me Rilo Keily (? Not sure of spelling soz) =S


My mum dowloaded The White Stripes and Kaiser Chiefs albums for me without me asking her....she said she thought i'd like them. =S


Beth suggested I buy The Album =S


Im quite capable of buying my own cd's you know!!!!!


Anyways, hope you like the layout, thankyou to the person that designed it...
Ive kept the link on....thankyou =)


Comment??????? =P

 
Trying it out
04.05.05 (6:37 am)   [edit]

:lol:


 


Hey im trying this out- tis not a proper entry!

 
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7th April- Laura
25th April- TS
18th May- Jenny
20th May- Curtis
21st May- ME! and Kim
22nd May- Kirsty
23rd May- Teen Spirit